XTW KEW AQ WNDU??

Susah kn nk lpa apew yg mnis lm hdop kte..yg phit pown lg susah nk lpa..lw aq ckp sal aq..humm xpyh laa ckp   mcm aq neyh bgoz..aq neyh ceroi gk cm ampaa..besa2 jew laa..owg kata aq neyh periang??periang dr segi apew??periang laa cgt kn..aq cka tgok owg gelak coz bg aq lw owg glak mknanye aq dh brjya wt owg bhgia..dpt pahala kn lw biarknowg ase bhgia krna kte..tp aq bhgiakn owg,,kdg2 aq tnye cpew yg nk bhgiakn aq??aty aq yg mla mkin sepi tnpa cowg insan yg aq sygg cgt2..humm susah laa nk bygkn ksedihan yg aq ase slma dy xdew..dgr laa lgu rwayat cnta neyh..lgu neyh memg aq ase brhntu gler coz th laa aq tbe2 trgtkn arwah..apew lg aq leyh wt spya lpakn dy n mla life bwu..aq cdeyh cgt tw x..aq memg xleyh lpakn dy..kira blan 3 memg aq cdeyh cgt..blan 3 lhirnya arwah adik aq yg trsayang iaitu nur farhanie..dy pown tglkn aq msa umo dy 6bulan..then pd 4 marh jga prginya ke'on.(qayrul)..bapak cdeyh laa aq blan 3 neyh..blan 3 gk laa nk ase cdeyh kn..xpew aq trme dgaan2 neyh..dgaan mematangkn aq..aq kwat..sy kwat laa ke'on..dlu awk kata sy lembik kn??xde laa sy dh kwat ckunk..humm :'(..kata sjew yg mmpu tp aty aq rapuh..serapuh ranting d dahan yg kehausan air..susah kn nk lpakn bnda yg perit2 cm neyh..lw ase bhgia tuhh xpew tp lw prjalan hdop yg mniti kbhgiaan sjew pown xbez gk kn..mna cbrannye..humm better ase ckt ckunk coz aq prcye ya tuhan bhwa kau akn beri ku kbhgiaan..mngkin aq bhgia nnty..xpew aq akn sbar mnanti..memg xdew cpew cka cdeyh2 neyh..tp aq pham yg ALLAH smbnyikn kbhgiaan pd aq n satu msa dy akn timbulkn keceriaan d wjah neyh..so aq brharap cgt pd kwn2 aq spya berilah aq smgat spya knli aq swajarnya...