airmata cinta!!

air mata cnta??fuhh ase cm plek jew bnyinye kn..humm xdew laa air mata syg lg tepat kowt..adess wndu arwah lax..tgh2 dowk hepy tbe2 aq trjatoh air mata cbb dy..humm memg aq syg gler kowt kt arwah..cmpey ckunk aq syg dy..dy bez,,xlaa mcm owg tuhh..hmm rpt jub pz tuhh xdew papew dh..hishh ase hdop neyh hepy jew lw adew dy kt sisi aq..mzty dy akn brleter kt aq mcm2 n mzty dy akn mrungut kt aq mcm2..hadoii  msa tuhh aq mlz gler nk lyn dy..hmm tp ckunk nobody in my heart now,,mlainkn adew adk aq tuhh..tp dy pown g ostel..bowink cgt laa ckunk neyh..apew leyh wt hnye sbr jew laa hdpi ujian tuhan..owg kata jgn cdeyh cgt..biar jew yg trjdi berlalu g..memg laa nk lupakan arwah tuhh perit tp aq akn cba gk lpakan slow2..tp maaf tuhh hnye kata2 d mulut tp aty aq xmmpu lpakan dy..aq sygkn dy cgt2 n aq se hdop aq xlgkp tnpa dy..xpew laa aq doakan dy d tmpatkn kt tmpat owg yg beriman..aminn

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adakah sume owg memahami aq sedalamnye..aq neyh cm ner kew..aq neyh mnakotkn owg cgt kew??lw adew..maafkn aq..tp kwn2 aq xdew niat nk mnakutkn cpew..kdg2 aq tkowt untk brkwn..bkn tkowt apew tp tkowt mlukakn aty owg..aq xprlukan cpew2 untk jga aty aq..mgkin owg xtw npew aq 6pk serabut..aq xnk ampaa tw sal aq..msa silam aq yg amat perit untk aq lpakan..aqy ney aq alami bnda yg mmbuatkn aq trgt msa silam aq..dtmbah plak gn bengang dkt adk kesayangan..ok kwn2 aq xsmpurna..hdop aq xmcm ampaa..ampaa mmbesar gn segala yg indah tp aq melalui bnda yg amat sulit ckly..yew kwn2..aq akn mnglah dan berdiam andai diri ini mlakukan kslpan..jd maafkn la aq..ampaa xpyh laa kwn gn aq n sisihkn jew aq..aq xkesah coz aq nk ase bhgia jew blew brsama gn sesiapa...coz aq syg ampaa cgt2..aq trme tkdir tuhan lw apew yg jd lm hdop aq neyh dugaan bgku..aq tw aq bkn cpew2..xmcm ampaa kn..ampaa pndai dr aq..n aq neyh xpndey cm ampaa..juz aq nk gtw aq sygg ampaa..akn jga ampaa cmpey bla2..

bosan giler!!!!!!

th arr g claz ase xsmgat lgsg>>
bleyk umah pown ase srbut jew
nk kata umah neyh xbez,,
x gak coz aq gn dpa cm fmly
tp yg xbez nyee pnumpang bwu
cehh hmpeh laa an2??
kmi sbar bnyk oo gn hg
kowt kmi bg calaq bmw hg mw??
dh tw meh umah owg respect laa der
apew egt hg adew shre kew gn kmi
ceh wt bgoz tp xdew pown bgoznye
dh laa mggu neyh haram dy xcol aq
col pown pg2..esh wndu twok tw ark
kowt laa nk col aq jub mlm2
alaa xluak laa dwit tuhh ok
aq dh laa wndu kt hg neyh
boleyh g ostel then susah nk col aq
aq tgu laa kt ncet aq cm owg gler
alih2 no one col me that time
huishh frust,,da laa msa hg bleyk pown
hg xcol aq..aq tgu cmpey pg2 buta
tp xcol gk..ok fine**hg xwndu aq**
abz aq cka cgt laa ea tgu col tuhh?/
nceb aq sabar n stia k lw x???
esh aty aq mkin brdarah luka laa
cbb aq sygg hg cgt2 kowt
seksa laa mnggung wndu kt hg
aq jew kew g kna brkorban
esh2..nceb aq neyh sygg gler b*** kt hg
lw laa aq tnjuk baran aq..
abz laa hg kna maki gn aq
aq leyh sabar,,aq sabar k

indahnya perkahwinan ::..

xsabarnye nk kawenn..haha..sweet kn bgown pg2 adew insan d sblah yg akn mlmparkan snyuman kt kte..wah2..aq mzty akn trsnyum bhgia..bkn nk kata xsbarnyee nk peluk si dy..haha..cm nk pluk xmw lpaz dh..aipp tp mzty laa adew ikatan yg sah bwu laa addw nkmatnye..wah blew cter sal kawen mata yg berat pown leyh trbukak luas..haha..alaa bez kn time kawen,,jemaah sesame n mkn sama2..blew time weekend kuar lpak tgok wayang..pgng tgn msa jenjalan..adoyy..lw laa dpt kawen ckunk,,ckunk gk aq kawen..gedik2..haha..loll bez bngat..mlm2 tgok tv ckly..cmbil cuap2..hehe..pz tuhh aq serve dy mknan n kte bekfas n dinner sesame..dy ntaq aq g keje n xsabar nk cium tgn dy..wauu what a wonderful life..kdg2 time blaja agama mlaa laa trbyang yg aq d alam prkahwinan..so sweet..lw laa dtakdirkan aq kawen dgn bkan plihan aq,,aq lg cka..coz dpt gk kmi jd kawan2 dlu before jtoh cnta..haha..pz tuhh gdoh2 mnje lax..alahai sweet cgt..pz tuhh adew adegan pjuk memujuk lax..perghh jual mahal dlu pdhal daa cair dh tp sjew nk tgok cm ner cra si dy memujuk..lw anniversary mzty sweet lg..haha..xsabarnyee nk kawennn...

XTW KEW AQ WNDU??

Susah kn nk lpa apew yg mnis lm hdop kte..yg phit pown lg susah nk lpa..lw aq ckp sal aq..humm xpyh laa ckp   mcm aq neyh bgoz..aq neyh ceroi gk cm ampaa..besa2 jew laa..owg kata aq neyh periang??periang dr segi apew??periang laa cgt kn..aq cka tgok owg gelak coz bg aq lw owg glak mknanye aq dh brjya wt owg bhgia..dpt pahala kn lw biarknowg ase bhgia krna kte..tp aq bhgiakn owg,,kdg2 aq tnye cpew yg nk bhgiakn aq??aty aq yg mla mkin sepi tnpa cowg insan yg aq sygg cgt2..humm susah laa nk bygkn ksedihan yg aq ase slma dy xdew..dgr laa lgu rwayat cnta neyh..lgu neyh memg aq ase brhntu gler coz th laa aq tbe2 trgtkn arwah..apew lg aq leyh wt spya lpakn dy n mla life bwu..aq cdeyh cgt tw x..aq memg xleyh lpakn dy..kira blan 3 memg aq cdeyh cgt..blan 3 lhirnya arwah adik aq yg trsayang iaitu nur farhanie..dy pown tglkn aq msa umo dy 6bulan..then pd 4 marh jga prginya ke'on.(qayrul)..bapak cdeyh laa aq blan 3 neyh..blan 3 gk laa nk ase cdeyh kn..xpew aq trme dgaan2 neyh..dgaan mematangkn aq..aq kwat..sy kwat laa ke'on..dlu awk kata sy lembik kn??xde laa sy dh kwat ckunk..humm :'(..kata sjew yg mmpu tp aty aq rapuh..serapuh ranting d dahan yg kehausan air..susah kn nk lpakn bnda yg perit2 cm neyh..lw ase bhgia tuhh xpew tp lw prjalan hdop yg mniti kbhgiaan sjew pown xbez gk kn..mna cbrannye..humm better ase ckt ckunk coz aq prcye ya tuhan bhwa kau akn beri ku kbhgiaan..mngkin aq bhgia nnty..xpew aq akn sbar mnanti..memg xdew cpew cka cdeyh2 neyh..tp aq pham yg ALLAH smbnyikn kbhgiaan pd aq n satu msa dy akn timbulkn keceriaan d wjah neyh..so aq brharap cgt pd kwn2 aq spya berilah aq smgat spya knli aq swajarnya...

s.a.h.a.b.a.t ~~i love u olss

apew yg kalian phm tntg S.A.H.A.B.A.T??yew susah kn nk tafsir..pd aq cndry susahnya nk cri sahabat yg susah cng brsama aq kt mna2..mybe aq cndry pown xckop syrat g jd shbat yg bek..tp ketahuilaa sahabat2 ku yg aq xpnah lgsung lpakn ampaa..ampaa laa shbt dnia akhirat aq..aq tw kengkadang kata2 aq mnguris aty owg len tp aq toy2 xberneat k..aq juz nk sume owg hepy gn aq..mybe lw xkney aq susah untk knli aty budi aq tp aq jnez smple n mdah dfahami..even baran aq kdg2 mmbataskn aq untk brgaul gn owg tp aq cba gk mngukir snyuman ikhlas..susah owg nk phm aq kn..aq neyh cm xbrguna bg owg len..cdeyh aq bwu2 neyh cowg kwn bek aq dr ckowlh rendah g mcj aq n dy kata aq neyh dh lpakan dy..pdhal aq xpnah lpa dy..alamak aq bz cket laa kwn..lw adew msa aq sllu kn lpak umah hg..aq wndu nk mkn ikan msak kicap mak hg..tp since hg kata aq lpa kwn n blagak aq ase adew jurang antara kte..adoii dh laa weyh ampaa tgok aq cm hepy kn tp ampaa tw kew apew yg adew lm aty aq..aq bnyk kcwe dr bhgia tp serius blew dlm prsahabat aq akn trapkn sfat jujur n amanah coz aq hrgai sesiapa sjew yg berglar shbat pd aq..xkesah bwu kney tp ketahuilaa aq xkn cmari prsahabatn kte gn bnda2 yg nonsence ok..pcye laa aq jujur dlm brsahabat..prinsip dlm prsahabatn aq is once u be my frenzz forever u are my frenzz ok..i love all my frenzz..thnx to all coz willing to be my frenzz..sygg ampaa...hope ALLAH brkati prsahabatan neyh..amin..~~

b!arkan kasih itu prg! ::..

btpa pritnya blew kte semai cnta then cnta tuhh brakhir dgn pilunya..tuhh laa yg aq rasakn saat prginya insan yg aq syg..muhammad qayrul razif..pmrgiannya yg mnggalkn aq wt slmanya tuhh mmbuatkn aq cdeyh cgt..allah lebeyh sygkn dy..aq prlukan dy tp biarlaa ketentuan mnamatkan sglanya..cdeyh aq dsaat trakhir kmi jmpe..gdoh n gdoh..dua2 mmpertahankn ego..awk>>sy sygkn awk bknnye sy xnk mglah tp tuduhan yg awk lmparkan tuhh trlalu mnyakitkan aty sy..humm dcbbkn tuhh laa sy fobia untk jtoh cnta lg..n 1 g yg sy nk awk tw yg sy tetap tggu awk wlwpown sy tw awk xkn kmbli lm hdop sy..sy ngez egtkn awk..tp sy kwat coz sy xnk awk trseksa kt sna..sy doakn awk bhgia slmanye syg..ckunk sy ubh pnampilan sy spya sy nmpk mcm laki..neyh laa cbbnye..cbb awk laa syg..sy xleyh lpakan awk..sy xleyh lpakan awk..dh 6 taon kn sy gn awk..cdeyh sy blew trjaga dlm koy 2 but nobody col sy..lw adew awk,,mzty awk akn col sy..awk akn cter kt sy psal dunia..haha bosan gler tp sy dgr gk laa..yew laa awk educated dr sy..bdak mrsm memg cm tuhh kowt kn..tp now sy snyi tnpa awk dsisi sy..xpew laa awk jgn wsau sy still akn jga diri elowk2..cma sy ase cnta sy dh trtutup rpat untk sesiapa sjew..sy cma nk awk syg..nk awk lm hdop sy..aqy neyh 4 feb..sy nk gtw yg sy meroyan trgat kt awk..yew laa lg sbulan lg ckop staon awk tglkn sy..xpew sy sbaq..sy nk wt cm ner g slen dr redha jew..syg sy nk awk tw sy xkn cri laky len slen awk..sygg kt awk cowg jew

wndukan arwah adik^^

st!ap yg g xkn kmbli lg kn..lw aq dbnarkn mmbuat 1 prmntaan aq nk cgt mnx spya aq dpt jmpe gn arwah adk aq..aq wndukn dy cgt2..aq prlukan dy cgt2 msa neyh..aq xleyh laa hdop ksnyian tnpa dy..memg laa 6pk aq hepy tp aq cdeyh cgt tnpa dy..lw st!ap 25 hb 3 mzty aq lbeyh bnyak d!am dr brckap..sbgai tnda aq hormatkn aqy pmerg!an arwah ad!k aq,,lw dy adew ckunk mzty dy dh amex pmr dh..mzty aq akn ajar dy cmpey boleyh coz aq xnk adk2 aq jd cm aq..men bnyk n at the end aq tersadai kt poli jew..memg laa poli pown ok tp aq leyh dpt lg bek lw aq serius n xmen cm dlu..lw wndukn arwah.aq xtw nk tgok apew coz memg xdew gmbar dy lgsung..cdeyh gler bpak laa..wlpown dh 15 taon dy tglkn aq,,aq tetap sygkn dy..forever adik lm aty akak k..now aq dh jmpe cowg budak yg seakan2 adk aq..th npew blew lepak gn dy aq ase cm dy arwah adk aq..memg kmi dtkdirkn brjmpe..aq egt g dy laa owg yg akn tenangkn aq lw aq tgh mrah..aq jmpe msa aq dh senior kt SMKS..dy bwu fom 1 tp serius ckap dy matured dr sgi pmikiran..dy memg pndey lmbutkn aty aq..aq egt g msa aq nk gdoh n hmpir2 nk tumbuk cowg budak cpt2 dy pjuk aq spya x wt cm uhh..so jgn laa wt andaian cndry lw tgok aq n pmilik fb boy farah uhh trlbeyh msra ok..hehe dy adk aq jew ok..one more thng aq ckop xcka lw kengkawan aq dowk p add dy..6pk cgt cm pnyibuk kn..haha..lw nk dkira xdew laa cmpey farah tuhh leyh jd pgnti arwah adk aq tp dont worry laa aq syg dy cm adk aq..dh jd tggjwb aq akn jga dy toy2..to nur farahhana,,i juz want to say thnx a lot coz make me smile again after i felt down for a many year...<3 i luv u <3 ...hahah wt ayt gtai lax..aq memg bnyk adk agkt tp yg neyh plg aq syg..so aq memg bruntung cgt coz dy trme aq sbg kak dy..

kngan trindah

sume owg adew kngan mnis kn??aq pown sama gk..aq still adew kngan mnis yg susah aq nk lpakn lm hdop aq..aq cgt2 mnghargai msa lalu aq..msa yg lpz xleyh kte nk ptah blek so tuhh la yg wt aq wndu pd kngan yg dlu..ckunk pown bkan laa xhepy cgt..hepy laa gk kn tp xlaa cm dlu..trgat zaman ckowlh yg susah cgt nk lpa..plg sweet kngan aq t!me fom 5..neyh laa prtama kali jmpe gn adk ksygan aq tuhh..kmi kney msa kmi stay kt ostel dlu..perghh bez toy laa mngnali insan brnama nur farahhana rozali neyh..dy laa adk agkt yg aq aggp cm adk cndry..aq xcka mnggunakn ist!lah adk agkt coz 6pk cm aq neyh cka beno amex ksmpatan kt bdax..yg beznye tntg dy,dy seakan2 arwah adk aq,farhanie..memg st!ap kali lepak gn dy aq ase ktngan yg amat cgt cmpey aq asedy cm arwah adk aq..msa dowk gn dy xdew laa aq stress cgt..dy cka wt aq trsnyum..mnje gk dy gn aq..aq trharu gler msa t!me aye dy sudi dtg umah aq juz nk brya gn aq..memg bez laa leyh jenjalan gn dy..plg xleyh lpa dh 2 kali dy try nk smbut bufday aq..memg trcpai impian dy tuhh..trkjut gk gn kjutan tuhh..thnx laa adk oii..memg akak njoy laa blew lepak ckly..aq dh jnjy gn dy aq akn jga dy cm adk cndry coz dy pown xdew kakak so aq laa kakak dy wt msa neyh..msa akn dtg pown insyaallah laa lw pnjg umo..kekadang rpat gn dy mmbuatkn owg kata aq lesbi..adoii pyah toy lw otak dowk mnguning cgt.,ckap sal kuning/dlu q bncy cgt wrna tuhh tp since dy cka,twoz aq pown cka..aq cka jew apew yg dy cka..aq harap kmi xkn gdoh2 lg cm dlu..coz mem aq syg dy pown

:: terbaekk!!!!::

apew yg trbaik??huhh adew arrk,,juz today 1 feb 2012 aq hepy gler bapak kowt..haha bkn apew aq juz sonok cgt gn pmbelajaran aqy neyh..mslh lm claz kn dh xdew so memg aq njoy laa cgt..^^adew bnyk bnda bez jd aqy neyh^^firstly nk cter pcey lect fav aq yg ckap gn aq ttbe jew coz cblom neyh dy mcm x6pk aq cgt even aq dowk dpn..seriously aq memg cka lect yg garang..bkn apew tuhh kn cbran,,aq memg cntakn cbran,,cka aq blew puan shikin cm dh tw nme aq,,hehe..wt syok boleyh..aq egtkn dy susah nk tgor aq..tp sbjek dy pown memg aq cka even lw bkn dy yg ajar tetap aq like..hehe..next lect yg aq cka ialah pn zurina..aq memg cka cara dy..garang tp bek aty..bkn nk kata tp aq xpnah trsa pown lw dy mngmok coz bg aq,aq xpnah wt slh kt dy..aqy neyh cm besa dy tetap akn angin tp marah laa cm ner pown aq tetap kata dy lect fav aq..aq pown cka pn aida..dy lg laa bek aty gler..yg plg xtahan memg nme aq n kwn2 yg dowk dpan yg laa yg dy ajn sbut,,ser!ous aq gntowk tp blew dy asyk dowk sebut nme aq,,erm xjd tdow laa...c!an aq kt mmbe aq hasnaa..dy dowk claz sblah..dh laa aq gn dy rapat cm adk brdik..dy xleyh dowk serumah gn kmi coz dy jpk..lw x,,memg riuh lg laa kmi..aq nk cgt hdop susah cng brsama..xpnah a tglkn kwn2 aq lm ksusahan..slalunye aq akn tlog gk..of coz laa aq xnk biar kwn aq cdeyh cowg2 kn..cpew laa yg sgop..tol x??kwn is kwn..once we become a frenzz forever u ols in my heart..tgok kekadg mlot aq xberpenapis tp aty aq bek..cehh puji diri cndri lax kn..hehe..xdew arr juz aq lw leyh nk sume owg cng gn aq,,aq xcka brmusuh thats why aq xcka owg cri kes gn aq,,aq baran twok..tmbh ckunk adew prtahan diri cket ase cm nk try jew power tuhh tp aq tw slh tuhh sume cma mslh bsar gk bg aq coz aq neyh baran twok gk kowt..apew yg pnting ckunk aq juz harapkn kmi 1 claz jd cm fmly..slng mghormati bkn kutuk2..aq leyh jew mnx maaf lw sume kslahan tuhh brpnca dr aq tp mslhnye aq pown xtw cm ner nk mlakan..ckunk bg aq,,biar laa owg nk bncy aq jnjy jgn aq bncy owg..ckly aq bncy susah aq nk lpa..tp aq xdew cmpey thap nk bncy owg cgt..style aq cng jew,,aqy neyh marah,,ecowk aq dh lpa laa apew yg jd..